Long
night. He did receive the midnight dose. That's 9 and counting! Even
though the major chills were prevented, he woke up around 3 cold. He
went to the bathroom. He was very weak. He struggled getting all the
covers back on and it wore him out. I had fallen asleep for a bit while
all of this was going on. Something caused me to stir and I realized
he was struggling with his covers. Got
up to help him. He is breathing heavily again and they have increased
his oxygen. He has been coughing off and on. I am wondering if he is
getting pneumonia. They listen to his breathing often and have not said
anything about it. I told him not to exert himself but to call out to
me and I would help him.
Despite how badly he feels, the night
nurse told us that he is the most stable IL-2 patient she has ever had!
So, that was encouraging! Tim said he sure hoped that all of this was
worth it. Even if it doesn't, how can you not at least try? I didn't
say that to him.
At least his urine output has increased and
the diarrhea has decreased/disappeared for now. Since he is struggling
to breathe and is on the oxygen, he is drinking more because his mouth
is so dry. He is back to breathing with his mouth open again.
He needs to eat more, I agree. But with his appetite being so
diminished and his taste buds so messed up, I can understand how he
doesn't want to eat. He has gained 20 lbs and finally yesterday I could
see his feet were swollen. I really can't see it a lot anywhere else,
but you know it is there.
So, all in all, the nurses comment
of him being the most stable of all her IL-2 patients, I am glad that he
has not been told the doses need to stop. His BP right now is 104/50
at 5:14 a.m.
5:40 a.m. - He has a chance to receive 3 more doses. However, the nurse said they are not
going to administer the 8 a.m. dose because of the problems he is having
breathing. They are starting 40mg lasix to get some of the water off so he
can breathe better. The doctor feels confident he will get the
afternoon dose, or at least one more dose! So, I still figure it will
be Monday before he gets to go home.
6:40 a.m. - The
lasix is working. Running a bit of a fever, so the nurse is going to
give him some Tylenol. His magnesium is still a little low, so he will
get some more of that, too.
Already his breathing is much better!
1:40 p.m. - All
liquids they were "feeding" Tim have been removed for now to concentrate
on getting more fluids off of him. The Dr. said he would give him some
more lasix but the nurse has not received the order yet. He did eat a
few bites for lunch and is resting right now. They have given him some
antibiotics and something else that I don't remember which they injected
right directly into the port. He also
had a chest x-ray today. They weighed him a little while ago and he has
lost about 3 lbs of fluid weight today. Praying he will be able to
take the 4 p.m. dose and then the midnight one! That will be the last
of the doses for this round. Then they will begin to work on getting
the rest of the fluids off to within 5 lbs of his original weight when
he entered the hospital. When he is released, he will be home for a
week before being admitted to the hospital for another week just like
this one. Then home for a month and PET scan and MRI to check the
tumors to see if they have shrunk.
3:45 p.m. - WOOHOO!!!
We are on for dose #10 at 4 p.m.! Dr. Stewart said, I'd sure like to
see you get 12 doses, even if it takes us into Saturday! Not sure if he
was serious about that or not! We shall see! Let's all pray to that end!
6:00 p.m. - He is wrapped up like a cocoon in his heated
blankets so those nasty chills have no chance of making an appearance!
He will stay wrapped like this for 45 min to an hour. We've already
warned the nurse on duty that I will smack her hands if she touches the
blankets!
Tim ate some dinner tonight. 1 slice of skinny sandwich bread with Cranberry Almond Chicken Salad and 2 saltine crackers loaded with chili. He ordered some gatorade and coffee from room service (cafeteria). We are just kinda hanging out and waiting to see if he will be getting the midnight dose. I took my pms at 7:10 as I have a tired headache. So, when I close this post, I believe I will drag my chair bed out into a bed and lay down while it is relatively quiet! We are coming to the end of the first week. Please pray that God is already working a miracle on Tim's body and healing him.
Excerpt: The Pursuit of God, The Human Thirst for the Divine, A.W. Tozer
O God, I have tasted Thy goodness, and it has both satisfied me and made me thirsty for more. I am painfully conscious of my need of further grace. I am ashamed of my lack of desire. O God, The Triune God, I want to want Thee; I long to be filled with longing; I thirst to be made more thirsty still. Show me Thy glory, I pray Thee, that so I may know Thee indeed. Begin in mercy a new work of love within me. Say to my soul, "Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away." Then give me grace to rise and follow Thee up from this misty lowland where I have wondered so long. In Jesus' name. Amen
Excerpt: The Pursuit of God, The Human Thirst for the Divine, A.W. Tozer
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